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Post by R.ush on Nov 28, 2007 11:36:32 GMT -5
I'll post this on my main account; I think few people know of my second. ^^'
-ahem-
First off, I am so sorry for being away for three days straight. It was not my intention. But you all must understand that I'm having issues.
Issues, you think? What sort?
I go to a doctor every three months. In the last year I've been told I have severe depression, social anxiety disorder, bipolar disorder and severe anxiety. If you don't know what those all are; look it up. I'm just telling you. -nods-
So, it's a real pain for me to struggle throughout the day. I just want to go home after school (or several days of not even going to school), sit down and do nothing. Yup. The odd TV program, book...that's it. I can barely bring myself to eat sometimes. -sigh-
It's getting worse over the last month. I can no longer rp properly. People that I have known as my constant 'rp buddies' could have noticed a decline in my skills. -prods Maybell in particular- I almost quit a rp site I've been on since March. >_> So I'm trying to take breaks.
I'll only be on to post. Then I'll leave. Then post the next day.
If I'm cheerful; I'll stay on and lurk...
Sorry. -bows- I'll try to be a good Abbess, accept bios and do staffly stuff when I can. But right now I'm trying to concentrate on not leaving anybody stuck in rp threads. ^^'
-Rush
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Post by Cressida. on Nov 28, 2007 21:07:03 GMT -5
It's getting worse over the last month. I can no longer rp properly. People that I have known as my constant 'rp buddies' could have noticed a decline in my skills. -prods Maybell in particular- I almost quit a rp site I've been on since March. >_> So I'm trying to take breaks. I do hope you don't mean WS.. Rinny already quit (Yuki) and Blizz is on the verge of. -sigh- That site's really been going downhill. Not to mention the Goose Force's intentions... Wow, Rush. I really hope your disorder sort of leans off. =/ Kind of painful reading that post, since I've never had any of those conditions before. Well, dun worry, Rush. <3 Get on whenever you can (or want to, in that case) and don't let us be a drag to your life. ^ ^. |
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Post by R.ush on Nov 29, 2007 17:21:12 GMT -5
-sigh- Yeah...I'm sorta depressed about WS right now. Everybody is quitting; it doesn't make it any better. Penny, Snoweh...now Blizz, perhaps? Everybody is leaving me. I don't want to face that... 
No. LoRA isn't a burden. This site is really nice; I love it. ^_^ Interesting characters, plenty of places to rp, nice staff and polite environment. You can't get that just anywhere.
More like I'm the burden, May. -chuckles weakly- I don't wanna be like that...but I can't really help it...>>
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Post by tSoMtW on Nov 29, 2007 22:04:09 GMT -5
I'm not approved for anything that you've got, but I'm very misanthropic with semi-chronic depression. Best way to help me get through the day is to act like an idiot.
I hope you feel better soon, Rush. Redwall needs its Abbess.
While on the topic of notices, I'm going to be a little less than active for awhile. I'm suddenly bogged with IRL issues with my studies and whatnot. Until I come back full time, I place Ashstripe and Marian in full charge of the site.
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Post by Ashstripe on Nov 30, 2007 6:27:38 GMT -5
Indeed, tis alright Rush life comes before this site. I just had my finals and I nearly failed one and in my family failure is punishable by death.
Depression, I'm sure we've all been there. I have, nowadays I'm in that 'if it happens it happens' and general uncaring view, still I'm not sad or anything, just indifferent.
Hope things work out well for you Rush!
Heh, y'chose a good time to appoint me in that position, I *nearly* have all the time in the world.
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Post by R.ush on Dec 1, 2007 12:21:47 GMT -5
Thanks everyone. 
Yeah, I think I'm alittle better. I mean...my Redwall muse has come back a tad. ^^' I'll post more...if not a bit short in detail. -chuckles- Oyeness.
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Post by Ashstripe on Dec 1, 2007 19:21:28 GMT -5
Short in detail by your standards is still a pretty good post by my own . Glad to know your feeling better. |
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Post by narehme on Dec 3, 2007 17:35:26 GMT -5
G'day R.ush,
I have family members with one or two each of the conditions that you are dealing with and I just wanted to say to you that it is good that you feel comfortable effort here to share you outside life.
I know that some days feel dark and hopeless, but I also know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. In the darkest hour remember that you are truly not alone, and that there are people who need you and miss you.
I look forward to reading and joining in, as soon as I do my character profile...LOL..
[glow=red,2,300]Keep smiling ..... it makes people wonder what you are thinking...[/glow]
Narehme
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Post by //Ah-Dol on Dec 3, 2007 19:00:45 GMT -5
Please, just call me Rush. -nods- ^_^ It's both preferable and drops the formalities. -shakes hand- Nice tah meet you, Nare. I shall call you that since I cannot remember the whole of your username. Since you're new, feel free to ask meh some questions. I'll help thee best I can.
-ahem- Yeah. I'm sorta outgoing like that. Not on other things...>> Hehe. I'll sorta be the person to have enough gull to say; I GOT ACTUAL ILLNESSES! -flashes doctor's note- XP -laughs- Too many people make me sick...they think it's...I dunno...a game, but it's serious. -sighs-
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Post by falohn on Dec 3, 2007 19:10:35 GMT -5
Oh that's terrible! I hope you feel better soon. its' really bad to be depressed, it happened a few times to me before and it isn't a nice feeling at all. I didn't know it was a disease or anythign.
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Post by narehme on Dec 3, 2007 23:02:23 GMT -5
Ok Rush, and Nare is just find. It means colourful, the full name is Nareh me which means colourful tree.... [glow=red,2,300]Hehe. I'll sorta be the person to have enough gull to say; I GOT ACTUAL ILLNESSES! -flashes doctor's note- XP -laughs[/glow]Quickly reads doctors note... HHHHmmm yep I have seen this type of note before... You must always remember to take you med's..... two good belly laughs a day  It is serious, as well I know... As for help well I am glad you offered.... I am not in need yet but I thank you for your offer and I will tuck it away to be used another day. I am still trying to put together my character profile, as it is a work whole with in my mind, the extraction process is painful and long.... not to mention a well over due assignment also trying to be placed on paper... ;D |
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Post by //Ah-Dol on Dec 5, 2007 18:22:55 GMT -5
-throws medication away- Aye, that sounds much better! Two good laughs. Sounds 'bout right. ;D Beats taking medication every four hours or so. I loose track. -confusion-
-ponders- I ain't really into explaining what all those things mean, though. I know what they are...but -shrugs- it's too long to get into. Look it up on wikipedia. >D Or even better! A Canadian based website. -thrusts fist in air- Ooooooh yeah! Canada rocks. -ish Canadian-
Aye, aye. Tis meh duty as a staffeh to give advice when and where needed. -salutes- -prods- But the finished product of a character's bio is so nice to look at. And you get to rp when it's accepted. Nothing better than rping. Or so my mind thinks. >3
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Post by Cressida. on Dec 8, 2007 19:30:02 GMT -5
-sigh- Yeah...I'm sorta depressed about WS right now. Everybody is quitting; it doesn't make it any better. Penny, Snoweh...now Blizz, perhaps? Everybody is leaving me. I don't want to face that...
No. LoRA isn't a burden. This site is really nice; I love it. ^_^ Interesting characters, plenty of places to rp, nice staff and polite environment. You can't get that just anywhere.
More like I'm the burden, May. -chuckles weakly- I don't wanna be like that...but I can't really help it...>> Don't you say such things, Rush!
I'll come over there and hunt you down and tickle you until you be happy, mmkay?
So like ... fear the ebil tickleness. >>'.
At least you're feeling a bit better now, love.. ? :]
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Post by //Ah-Dol on Dec 16, 2007 17:24:22 GMT -5
-ponders- Yeah, I could say I'm feeling better. I won't be active all this week. Only smudges. Heads up.
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Post by pandora on Dec 27, 2007 2:08:29 GMT -5
"severe depression, social anxiety disorder, bipolar disorder and severe anxiety"
I know how those mental disorders are. You don't want to do anything, talk to anyone/socialize, and then there's the sudden excitement over something completely random that comes to mind when the last second you were utterly depressed (the manic side of bipolar disorder).
The medications aren't good for you either really, because they have awful side effects that eventually make you try to go off them and pay dearly with further physical illness as a result of the withdrawal.
It may be best to be around family members in order to keep away the negative thoughts that are associated with depression and to find something (maybe a video game if you're into that) to take your mind off of what is causing the general anxiety. Social anxiety...I don't know how to fix that yet, since I'm avoiding people a lot at the moment too..
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